Baskin-Robbins Cake Bites

Entri kali nie, kita cakap pasal makanannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ya ! Baskin Robbin Cake !!!!!! nyummm2~

Kita stop ckp2, noww kta tgk showww dari kek yang tersangat lah sedapnya ! yeaaaayyyhhhh!

chocolate mint

double chocolate

vanilla blondie

praline caramel

semuanyaaaaaaa sedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap kannnn ! okey la. gtg now ! 

*satu dripada entri yg malas ! just use all da pic ! :) enjoyyy~

Hidup saya dan hubby !

new image 2011 :)

Assalamualaikum sumaa~ wahhhhh ! its been a long time me tida update ini blog yaa ! hampir berkulat suda ini blogzzz ! :) Di awal entri nie tadaaaaaa ! *fokus pic di atas yaa !* nie laa image baru saya. ehem2 ! ala2 moden sket laa. tidak byk, skeeet sja. :) style shawl mcm nie easy to wear n most important cpat siap! haha. ok2 ! shudaaaaah ! shukup ceta sal imej bru nie. tak la glamour sgt kannn. besa2 jaaaa. :) *makaaa.

My life n emosi belakangan nie agak naik turun yaa. mklumlaa, lumrah hidup manusia yg bpsangan kann. tapi, syukur alhamdulillah saat bahagia bsama mereka yg sgt2 saya syg lbh byk drpda saat2 yg meruntun jiwa. huu.  Study saya flow ikut arus yg btul jga. naik turun jga hal study nie but sabar sja ! Hidup b'sosial pun ok jga. saya d'kelilingi oleh org2 yg awwwwsome! haha. teda lain laa ceta dia nie. KETAWA malarrrr. e2 yg my face suddenly can change 2 pink color saat2 bahagia gnie nie. hee. 

Nextttt ! ceta sal love story saya nie pulaa. Hmmph. ada pasang n surutnya jgaa. but, suma 2 'hal laa !' haha. saya n rockers hubby a.k.a ABY dpat jga solve suma 2. i love him so muchymore! | imbas time raya lalu| --> raya ketiga my aby or BOS dtg braya p ruma. heee. nie 2nd time aby dtg but nie kale lain sket feel dia. hee. nie kale saya c knal dia sma fmily officially as endless love saya ! dia laa nie ! hee. insyaallah~ muda2han pnjng jodoh kami. huhu. amin~ aby besa2 sja dtg ruma tpi saya yg mcm mau kena kasih nikah pula nie. haha. bpeluh2 + dup dap dup dap tggu c aby dtg. fuhhh ! Alhamdulillah my fmily terima aby n layan aby ngan SGT mesra yaa. saya pun tida d layan g2. hee. abah byk ceta nie sama aby. apalagi ma tua,waahhhh. mesra abesss g2 lorhhh ! haha. aby buli trima fmily saya seadanya n saya pun g2. hee. yg pliiiiing saya respect aby nie, dia buli act like nothing happen nie. selambaaaa sja dia. pdhal sya mcm mau pitam sja r. hee. Hari bsjrah 2 end ngan sgt mnyenangkan hati dua2 pihak. hee. saya happy as long as my aby n family happy ! Yang sedihnya kami nda smpat pun mau snap pic. huhu. malu baa. but it sokay laa. suma 2 ada dlm hati kami. kannn? hee. nie pic aby yg latest. pic both of us ada but secret skeeet ! hiii~

aby sayang !

Besalaa mana2 hbngn pun ada sja naik turunnya kann. kami pun tida lepas dri suma 2. but, hal2 gnie nie buat kami mkin kuat n mkin syg sja. teda lain or teda org lain yg dpat effect dia. KAMI jga. :) so, stiap mslah pasti ada jln pnyelesaiannya rite ?? between saya n aby, aby lbh bijak handle mslah kami. klau sya nie?? hmmph. yg ada emosi sja pling kuat baa. huhu. tpi aby sabar sja. respect laa BOSSS ! hee. at the end, just two of us yg stick together jga kann. so. kita enjoooyyy ! haha. I love you so much aby. no doubt !

Tida lama lgi anniversary kami yg ke berapa thun saya pun tida sure. hee. bukan saya tida count but ada kisah hitam n putih d sbalik suma 2 kann. so, just let it go baby ! Aby ckp klu ikutkan, kami nie 4 years olready klu teda byk simpang dugaan. hee. 27.10.2011 nnti 5 years olready. hee. lamanya kannn. e2 yg buat saya syg dia sbb aby tahan ngan sikap saya yg pndai tida tentu2 jga nie. hee. super strong laa aby ! fyi, aby tau saya ada blog but dia tida tau link blog nie. hee. senang saya mau luah2 kat blog nie tnpa aby baca. hehe. 

ok laa. too late olready. huaaaaaaaah *yawn.* i love people who loves me. :) nytie nyte ! 

Part 2 :: bole jadi novel kaa crita saya?

*ehem2 !!! burrrrppp! alhamdulillah~ knyang jga.. =) bru smangat mau smbung part 2 angan2 mau jdi novel nie.. ;)

mereka tgah rancak b'texting yawww! ^^

Thennnn, 2*.*0.2006 t'meterai laa ikatan between mereka b'dua.. *ayat e2 baa.. date nie bsejarah utk sepa2 yg bgelar couple d dnia nie so dis time da date belongs to them ! no doubt ! Habis cuti raya, skola pun start mcm besa except bgi dorg dua nie.. ya laa.. msing2 ada title suda kannn, so msti laa kwal2 sket geng ! hee.. day after day pun blalu ngan normal n rlationship both of them mkin hari mkin special.. *mcm iklan Fair n Lovely.. Tiap hari sayang~ ngee.. Tapi mcm besa laa, suma yg hdup d dunia nie teda yg lepas dari ujian n dugaan yg berat atau yg ringan dari-Nya kannn.. *ada bkat jdi ustzah nie ! ^^   mcm2 dugaan yg dorg kena, pressure jdi candidate exam bsar pling mnakutkan.. apa lgi time form 5 baa. da pressure is on babe !! tpi dorg dpat jga lewati suma 2 ngan sbar n sdikit prasaan mrah yaaa! manusia kann.. nda lari dari prasaan 2.. 

 

mereka belajar bersama kawan2 !!! ngeee~

belajar n bcinta full time nie agak susah jga yaa.. tpi yg pnting diri pndai handle maaa.. blajar sma2 nda slah malah buat pmangkin smangat lagi tauuuuuuuuuuuu.. *under 16 y.o dont try dis at ur age ya ! heee.. konon~

yang bestnya n agak mnyakitkan mata pnjeles2 d luar 2, c boy n c gurl nie ke hulu ke hilir bsamaaaaaa sja ! mcm belangkas ! mklumlaa, in love kann.. its normal yaww! impossible kamu teda prnah rasa moment2 gnie yaa... *wink2~

c boy n c gurl graduate dri high school  sjaa~

lpas exam spm tmat, dorg pun bcntact through phone sja.. huhu~ sedih jgaa laa kann.. hbungan jarak jauh nie prlu komitmen yg kuat n jelas ! dlm mnunggu result 2 ada jga laa saat2 rapuh dtang mnjenguk kann.. tpi suma 2 dugaan sja laa.. hmmm.. smpai laa satu saat 2 hbungn dorg like retak menanti belah sudaa.. sad ! tdak dpat d slamatkann sudaa thenn hbngn dorg gone ! * fham kan mksudnya..

sangaaaaaaaaaaat sedih ! huwaaa~

  hmpir bbrapa mggu jga dorg tida cntact baa.. i guess ! =(    msing2 masi ada feeling time high school kale.. then, smpai satu saat c boy bwa jmpa sbb mau bgi barang milik c gurl laa.. c gurl nie pun ok jga laa.. then mreka pun meet2 laa..

Time dorg jmpa 2 c gurl buat besa seja at 1st ! tahan ego kannn.. last2, dia jga yg duluan kluar kan tears sbb tlampau byk mnahan prasaan kann.. *hati wanita tersangatlah lembut dan lemah ! huhu~ :(

Dan time 2 c boy suru c gurl pkai bju yg c boy c beli tpi blum smpat tgk c gurl pkai e2 bju.. n da shirt is yellow in colour ! *chumillll...  c boy tida snggup tgk c gurl mnangis truuus then dia c cool down c gurl.. *awww... c boy n c gurl nie tida buli klu tjmpa, msti dorg jtuh cnta blik.. hehehe.. * btul2 in love yaa..

hal yg sma b'ulang lagii sbb slah fhamm then mereka decide utk mnjauh dulu.. huhu.. msing2 buat hal masing2 smpai laa satu saat nie c boy dpat tahu c gurl ada new man suda ! * c boy didnt know yg c gurl masi syg dia !

c gurl nie kuat jga ego dia.. huhu..

masa 2 c gurl n c boy cntinue study suda tpi tmpat yg b'lainan.. so mereka mkin laa mnjauh.. huhu.. tpi c boy nie slalu kirim2 salam sma adik2 c gurl.. hahah.. *aww.. sweet nie.. c gurl mkin rsa syg sma c boy tpi dia ada komitmen yg lain pula ! huhu.. hari2 yg blalu bgitu sja laa.. smpai satu hari !??

# ssshhhh~ next entri yaa ! ^^

# gmbar hnya hiasan !

bole jadi novel ka crita saya?

paling aku suka bab2 cinta cintun nie ! aha !

*aku ada story bab2 cinta nie yg sbnarnya kesa benar tauuuu !

*creta dia b'bunyi mcm nie.. tuuuutttt.. =)

# gmbar nie skdar hiasan sjaa. ngee~

Lima tahun yg lalu, masa 2 sekolah menengah lagiii.. dalam form 2, ada sorang boy dan sorang gurl yang walau sekejap pun tida boleh bsama. wlaupun jarak dorg nie 1m. ahaha. bahang mrah 2 akan dtg klau slah sorg dari dorg nie bdekatan each other. dlam kelas form 2 A, dorg masing2 duduk ikut kmpulan. tkena2 pula group c boy dan c gurl nie bsblahan sja. kurang dri 1m laa pling snang *imagine ok! mau d'jadikan creta, c gurl nie ada secretly admiring sama sum1 dlm kelas dia since form 1 lgi smpai laa form2 dorg dua nie slalu kena pasang2kan ole ckgu2 kat skola. *aww.. sweet ! dorg dua nie memang suka sma suka tpi malu mau ngaku agak2nya laa kan ! ^^  dlam msa yg sma, c boy nie tgah mnahan2 prasaan mungkin sma c gurl tpi c gurl blum tahu. c boy nie jnis yg suka buat lawak dan memang happening gila style dia ! smpai2 satu hari 2, c boy nie snggup mnta kwn c gurl nie bawa c gurl jlan gara2 mau jlan sama c gurl sja ! mklumlaa, c gurl nie bukan berani jlan2 nie. akhirnya, c gurl pun ikut jga skadar ke pekan sja laa, c gurl tida tahu c boy pun ikut. dalam kelas pula, c boy nie slalu laa pnjam stationary dari c gurl yg duduk group lain tpi sbelahan sja laa, pdhal kwan dia jelas2 nmpak tpacak kat sbelah dia. adooi. *trik c boy laa 2 mahu ngurat ! ^^ sbelumnya, c boy nie suka jga kacau2 budak2 skola dia even prmpuan jga. yg merananya lagi, c gurl nie agak2 pndiam jga laa. *belang blum kuar agaknya! 

 

aik?? knapa pula ada mood2 hari raya nie?? nantikaaan.

haaaahh!!!!! tepat hari raya ketiga tahun 2006 yg lalu 2, dorg satu kelas nie jlankan operasi serbu rumah guru2 dan kwan2 dorg tau ! skadar mau rapatkan ikatan sja laa. *katanyaaaa! dlam pada 2, c boy pun ikut jga laa kannnn. hari sbelumnya, c gurl pula baru shaja merasmikan hp barunya, tpi yg besa2 sjaa laa. kawan2 prmpuan shaja yg tahu pasal num baru dia nie. tapppiii, c boy nie mcm dpat hidu saja kan pasal hp baru c gurl nie, dia pun ngan spnuh hatinya soal siasat kwan2 c gurl nie skaligus mnta num hp c gurl nie. *kata org2 tua, smbil menyelam minum air kannn. soal pnya soal, dpat jga laa num c gurl. dann, apa lagi, jgan tnggu lama2 boy ! go for it ! heee.. dann, mereka pun bcntact akhirnyaa. *lumrah hdup 

# opps ! smpai cnie dhulu cerita saya ! nantikaaaaaaaaaaaaannnn .... # sabar ! ^^

*boleh kaa cerita nie jadi novel? huu~*angan2 saja tinggi !

saya happy sama dea !

* Ya ampun.. happy sja aku hari nie !

* Last day aku blik ruma sma Dea.. tadi pun blik hostel sma Dea jga..

*Otw kami p kk tadi pliiiing happy laa aku rsa, mula2 kami tegang dlm bus 2.. but then lpas lama2 2 kami ok sja ! =) Dea suka buat lawak nie.. adoooi ! e2 yg buat dea snang d'rindu baa.

* Sblum blik spnggar, kami p cari helmet, dia mau bli pkai p poly.. tpi mlangnya suma kdai ttup baa. then, aku blik duluan, dea p inanam sma kwn dea p bli e2 barang ! =)

* sayangnya, kmrin n last friday 2 aku nda dpat p ruma kazen aku sndri.. dia khwin kaan. tgk gmbar d fb sja laa. huhu. nie 2nd time fmily aku khwin tpi aku lngsung nda dpat dtg ats urusan2 yg rumit ! hurmm. 

*next ! now mau buat assigment BI lgi, sok kna present lgi.. pnat~ buli kaa sleep 1st? aha!

*now tgh tggu room8 c beli laksa penang n nasi campur dri ip ! nyum2~ starving ! =(

# take a snap jap ! ^^

everything almost getting clear ! yeaaaahhh !

# Mud :::: Happppppyyyyyy tersangaaaat !

* Hari nie mcm hari pling di rahmati oleh Allah rsanya tau.. byk yg aku buat hari nie by myself n sama kwan2 aku..

# Mula2, aku bckap n bgurau senda sma almost suma classmate aku.. dorg suma sporting abeees ba !

* Next, Dea tba2 kol aku tem msa rest 2 area jam 10am g2 laa.. syg Dea !!! ^^ normally kmi texting sja but tdi len pulaa Dea.. hee.. 

#Aku duk santai2 sma kwan2 GG aku kat sp(student plaza) n menu kami :: ktawa, ktawa n ktawa ! ahaha. 

*lpas e2, tem kelas ptang 2 happening gila kelas aku ! bru 1st time jmpa ngan lec 2 tpi suda kamching nie ! aha. 

# Then, urusan aku kat blok I pun suda clear.. kad kamsis kmbali ke pngkuan me ! ehehe.. tpi.. ada kesan stepler nie.. bida ba ! ktara laa yg ada buat hal nie ba.. adoooi baa ! so, sok buli direct blik papar after klas kan ! =)

* Sue dtang bhijrah p bilik aku tdi.. apa lagiii.. layaaaaaaaaaaann korea trus smpai jam 9 r.. mndi pun blum 2.. hee.. yg bestnya kmi dua jaa yg feeling2 sndri nie.. anduu baa..

# next !! aby pula tba2 kol guna num kwn dia.. abiss kdt baa c aby.. tpi jap jaa.. hee, dia mnta tlg c akim c rload dia.. hee. aawww.. =D tpi, dia sleep awal nie mlm sbb dmam kann.. huhu get well soon aby !

* Tomorrow pula laaagi la happy ! blik papar together2 smaa aby.. hee.. miss sma dia baa..  ILY~ ^^ plus mau bgi couple T utk aby.. blik2 suda dia tuntut baa.. hee.. sbar kay love !

*dlm happy2, ada jga yg buat aku msih rsa tkilan n skit ati ! hurmm.. it sokay ! sbaar jelaa..  :)

Hari yang sangat buat saya sedih !

*Hari nie betul2 aku bad luck ooo.. byk btul msalah aku yg belum selesai n msalah baru mndatang !

*Tapi dalam time2 aku sad2 2, ada yg buat aku haaaapppy! aku dpat hang out sma team GG a.k.a Gurls Generation aku wlaupun nda suma ada plus pijaaa! hee.. c Hana blanja kami mkan tadi n C Hanum c bli aku jam pink yg aku suka mcm bntuk diamond a.k.a hdiah befdaaayy laa.. *hanum,jgn lupa kestau apa kau mau! =)

*Since kmrin lgi mud aku sma Dea tida ok ! mcm dingin suda kami.. huuuu.. every night mcm mau ngs seja bila fkir mslah kami.. bserah sja laa kat Tuhan sma ada kmi ada jodoh kaa nda.. penat suda baa tlampau bharap nie.. hurmmm...

*Btw, tadi tem pulang poly aku kena tahan.. huhu. sedih ! aku smpai poly 07:06 minit soo kad kamsis kena hntar p blok I baa.. sok ada urusan lgi nie sma blok I. haish ! cross finger! hope suma ok esok !

*Eh ! ada suda Dea text aku ! hee.. happy suda blik.. wink2~

*P/s: hanum, fkir laa apa yg kau mau ! hee..

starting sem 3 yg memeritkan !

*sighhhhhhhh....

* Baru tanamkan smangat yg bkobar2 utk sem 3 sbgai student hostel nie, adaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sja hlngn n dugaan baaaaa....

*Mula2 kunci yg kena bagi tida ngam pula sma kunci  kat tombol pintu 2.. aduuussss! penat nek turun tgga baa p urusss... lastly, stay out jga baaa tmpat kwn.. hurmm.. jadi pelarian sekejap.. huhu sedih !

* Next day pula tpaksa ulang alik p pejabat hostel urus kunci n duplicate ! nsib bek dpat room8 yg saaaaaaangat nya laa baik ati n satu kpala gila2 juga wlupun senior.. heee *Ceng nama nya !

*Hari berikutnya pula, time2 mau ready2 utk presentation klas B.I kna text pula P.A(penasihat akademik jooo) , kami satu geng blum bdaftar kunun.. f*lui! huh !

*Next2 day pulaaa, ada krisis lgi sma my Boy ! huh ! nsib bek sayang DEA ! now clear jga laaa.... ILY~

*Lepaaaaaas 2 kaaannnnn, ada lgi hal yg bkaitan ngan org len ! tpi rahsia ! aha ! yg sgt2 buat saya sakit ati baaa! mcm dorg sja ada prasaan ! haish ! tapi2! SABOOOOOR ja laa.... huh! Kin pnas kau ***** !!!!!

E2 laa dia snarai2 mslah aku dri last weekkk.. pling sadis tem ngan org yg bikin pnas 2 laa baa !!! like, i wanna kick ur ass out !!!!! bru puas hati kale rrrrr...

My Boy !

This is my boy ! a.k.a the love of my heart !

True story of us ! ::

at 1st tida brani mau show sayang saya nie tpi lpas dpt permission dari DEA saya pun brani laa.. hee.

Saya sayang my boy nie ! almost 4 years jga kami bsma b4 nie then ada story yg hush2! let me n him sja yg tau.. hee.

DEA tida sah if tida buat lawak satu ari ! HUBBY make my day shining ! :3 

i can't share all our story here ! readers must know:: i only love him !

                                                                         





p/s utk My Boy:: i love you ! JYP :'*



WHO SAYS lyrics by Selena Gomez

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

*lagu nie really mean deeply in my heart.. ^^ n me love Selena so much!



a special bond between daughters

                                                                         

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. ~Barbara Alpert

It's hard to be responsible, adult and sensible all the time. How good it is to have a sister whose heart is as young as your own. ~Pam Brown

You keep your past by having sisters. As you get older, they're the only ones who don't get bored if you talk about your memories. ~Deborah Moggach

Whatever you do they will love you; even if they don't love you they are connected to you till you die. You can be boring and tedious with sisters, whereas you have to put on a good face with friends. ~Deborah Moggach

We acquire friends and we make enemies, but our sisters come with the territory. ~Evelyn Loeb

Sisterhood is powerful. ~Robin Morgan

A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams. ~Author Unknown

The best thing about having a sister was that I always had a friend. ~Cali Rae Turner

To the outside world we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters. We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time. ~Clara Ortega

<3 my beloved siblingsss! <3 

sweet words of love !

If all off sudden day time never looked so bright.
Any kind of beat or noise sounds like pop music.
And the clock hour hand feels like it takes forever to move when he/she is not around.
Let me tell you something: You're in love!

kerjaya sebagai stalker ! jeng3.....

Whoot whoot~ !!!  A STALKER DETECTION IS ON !

                                                                   

STALKER nie suda byk wujud d klngn wrga2 yg addicted laman sosial.. mostly girls laa yg byk jdi stalker in my opinion laa.. *sory if im wrong !..  tida d nafikan me pun prnah jga jdi stalker nie tpi atas gud reason laa.. but it still a secret ya ! ;)

some of da reason which i got feedback from my girls are ::

1. Dorg mau slalu update sal secret admire dorg kaa even dorg pnya enemy also.. hurmm. not fair!
    point nie pnting sbb org zaman skrg its much harder to believe on them ! huh ! if kta asking them 'bout sum1 laa kan.. dorg jwb jga but in da same time dorg c bocor rhsia kta.. huhu! hate them !!

2. Dorg mau tau whether dorg pnya sum1 special cheating on them or what.. in dis case, its gud ! ^^
    i think its not kinda wrong in dis point ! 'coz its show you who you must trust most and who dont !!
    so,suma org bcome gud person n nilai loyalty 2 mkin gud2! hee...

3. Dorg boleh tau anything happen behind them ! hahahaha... !
    dis point.. hurmm.. tida tau laa.. but bkn suma hal peeps around us dorg mau ceta directly to us kan..
    so kta yg TPAKSA cari tau sndri.. nnti dorg ckp kta tida care sma dorg. *ya ka 2 r?? hee..

okay laa.. e2 saja point2 yg boleh d'kongsikan.. FYI,me no longer bcome stalker 'coz of sum reasons!
btw,stalker hve gud n bad side yg t'sndiri.. so. renung2kan ! ^^ peace yaww ~!

                                                                  

*its just an opinion babe !

   

Love Is

                            
Love does not know that great imposter time
Love just simply is; impervious to any rhyme
Or reason for its non-existence; outlasts any clime
Of opposition from life's petty players, using every dime
To stretch their time in spotlight on the stage in lime
Light turned to halogen---- or other modern mime
Pretending to be futures latest girl
Love just doesn't need that crazy whirl
Of fashion mimicking meaning in our life
Change for changes sake producing inner strife
And pressure in our progress through Man's maze
Of Idol images dissolving fast in irridescent haze
Of confusion, lack of fusion in our world

Love Is read by::author

What is a friendship worth?

Is it worth listening to the rumblings of jealousy born from resentment of the closeness shared?
Is it worth turning a blind eye to the glee of that surround us at the first sign of dispute and disagreement?
Is it worth ignoring the speed with which others, in their frenzied need to denigrate, hurry to add to our uncertainties?
Is it worth that benefit of doubt that we can extend to our enemy but not to our closest friends?
Is it worth allow the insecurities that dwell inside to emerge and tear at the fabric of love that has been woven in your heart?
Is it worth leaving the memories of shared dreams and moments behind on a field of angry words, thoughts and actions?
Is it worth an unforgiving heart that refuses to hear another’s cries and will not allow for human fragilities?
Is it worth the stubborn pride that keeps us from admitting we might have been wrong or might not have understood?
Is it worth hardening your sweet soul to the pleas for understanding from someone who once shared your thoughts and emotions on a daily basis?
Is it worth giving up that part of you that you once gave freely and with love to another?
Is it worth forgetting all the good in favor of the bad?
Is it worth the tears of God as He mourns the anger inside our hearts?

If friendship is worth so little, then was it truly friendship?
Friends will sometimes hurt you.
Life is not fair. Life is not always pretty.
Often without meaning to, we hurt those we love most.
And often those we love hurt us, again without desire or thought of doing so.
Understanding
Love
Patience
Love

Friendship
Love – and the greatest of these is Love…

Hearts that have been entwined can never fully part.

So is it worth the anger?
The hurt?
The silence?

I had gone to bed… but i couldnt sleep. I had some misunderstanding with a friend of mine. By the grace of God, I have so many friends, but why its only me who has to go thru the pain of losing. The pain of losing a friend or a relation. I just dont like losing on any relation. The thought of losing on a relation is frightening. I have been very chosy about making close friends… friends with whom i can share my past, my present, my future, the happy as well as the sad times, n more. I have developed this fear now. Even at the slightest of indifference and I get the feeling that i might lose a friend. … i value people and the relations so much, is that where i am going wrong? I have always gone out of my way for everybody that i come across… did i go wrong there?? I dont know. I really dont know. All i was trying to let my friend know that i m here to stay… n i wish the same for her. Maybe the way i communicated it was not so good enough. Maybe she misunderstood.
To me a friendship is worth a lot. I dont commit myself to friendship so easily nowadays, but since i have… i am gonna stick to it. Now its upto my friends whether they can allow me to be friends or not… for keeps.

:: planning surprise fathers day for our ABAH this weekend.. weee..

since last monday,t'pikir2 mau buat apa utk hari bapa dis year.. last2 year just bgi hdiah sja.. mau jga bgi surprise utk abah tercinta kan.. wawawa.. ikut plan saya sorang mau blikan kek n mkn kfc sjaa.. hahah.. tida tau laa klau ikut plan siblings sa yg lain kan.. huhu.. hope dpat buat smntara ada d ruma nie kan.. hee.. sadly umi teda utk join kami buat surprise nie.. al-fatihah utk umi kami.. umi already gone for almost 8 years.. huhu.. it sokay laa.. now abah is our umi,abah n fren at same time.. huhu.. lots of love for abah...

ABY make me feel like im living in teenage dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Just For My ABY Bubbly ! ABY:: JYP !! ^^

What if I never knew
What if I never find U
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don’;t how U find me
But till the moment I saw U
U’re deep inside my heart I knew

Baby U’re my destiny
U and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
U’ve always been to me my destiny

I wanna someone like U
Someone that I can hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just for word
Something that only hurt (it back)
But now U’ll always there for me
When u stay forever, I believe

Baby what we need, is just a little faith
Cos baby I believe that love will find the way

Baby U’re my destiny
U and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
For now and eternity
U’ve always been there for me.. my destiny

Mama is back babe !! =)

wow! long time not see n updated my blog baa... as u all know, mama is single now.. but it sokay.. its not 'him' pnya slah jga smpai both of us decided mau break up.. just mama need time utk muhasabah blik diri mama.. mama dlm dilemma nie.. Dia still dlm igtn mama.. huhu.. mama miss him~ mama blank ngan feeling mama nie.. hurm.. mama sian jga sma ex mama 2... nda psal2 jdi mngsa kdaan mama nie.. mama mnta maf sgt2 !!! msti suma orang blame kat mama.. but, tida apa laa.. mama fham jga... byk lgi story mama mau share nie.. but, 4 now mama think smpai cnie saja dulu kay... mama sleepy olready.. huhu.. nyte2 my blogs !! =)

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