My Boy !

This is my boy ! a.k.a the love of my heart !

True story of us ! ::

at 1st tida brani mau show sayang saya nie tpi lpas dpt permission dari DEA saya pun brani laa.. hee.

Saya sayang my boy nie ! almost 4 years jga kami bsma b4 nie then ada story yg hush2! let me n him sja yg tau.. hee.

DEA tida sah if tida buat lawak satu ari ! HUBBY make my day shining ! :3 

i can't share all our story here ! readers must know:: i only love him !

                                                                         





p/s utk My Boy:: i love you ! JYP :'*



WHO SAYS lyrics by Selena Gomez

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure
Told me I wasn’t good enough
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself
But when it comes to me
I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful
Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you
You tell ‘em what you mean
But they keep whiting out the truth
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light
Keep you beneath the stars
Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na
Na na na

I’m no beauty queen
I’m just beautiful me

Na na na
Na na na

You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life
C'mon

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]
Who says
Who says you’re not start potential
Who says you’re not presidential
Who says you can’t be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don’t pass the test
Who says you can’t be the best
Who said, who said
Won’t you tell me who said that
Yeah, oh

[Chorus]
Who says
Who says you’re not perfect
Who says you’re not worth it
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting
Trust me
That’s the price of beauty
Who says you’re not pretty
Who says you’re not beautiful

*lagu nie really mean deeply in my heart.. ^^ n me love Selena so much!



a special bond between daughters

                                                                         

She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your personal press agent, even your shrink. ~Barbara Alpert

It's hard to be responsible, adult and sensible all the time. How good it is to have a sister whose heart is as young as your own. ~Pam Brown

You keep your past by having sisters. As you get older, they're the only ones who don't get bored if you talk about your memories. ~Deborah Moggach

Whatever you do they will love you; even if they don't love you they are connected to you till you die. You can be boring and tedious with sisters, whereas you have to put on a good face with friends. ~Deborah Moggach

We acquire friends and we make enemies, but our sisters come with the territory. ~Evelyn Loeb

Sisterhood is powerful. ~Robin Morgan

A sister shares childhood memories and grown-up dreams. ~Author Unknown

The best thing about having a sister was that I always had a friend. ~Cali Rae Turner

To the outside world we all grow old. But not to brothers and sisters. We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the touch of time. ~Clara Ortega

<3 my beloved siblingsss! <3 

sweet words of love !

If all off sudden day time never looked so bright.
Any kind of beat or noise sounds like pop music.
And the clock hour hand feels like it takes forever to move when he/she is not around.
Let me tell you something: You're in love!

kerjaya sebagai stalker ! jeng3.....

Whoot whoot~ !!!  A STALKER DETECTION IS ON !

                                                                   

STALKER nie suda byk wujud d klngn wrga2 yg addicted laman sosial.. mostly girls laa yg byk jdi stalker in my opinion laa.. *sory if im wrong !..  tida d nafikan me pun prnah jga jdi stalker nie tpi atas gud reason laa.. but it still a secret ya ! ;)

some of da reason which i got feedback from my girls are ::

1. Dorg mau slalu update sal secret admire dorg kaa even dorg pnya enemy also.. hurmm. not fair!
    point nie pnting sbb org zaman skrg its much harder to believe on them ! huh ! if kta asking them 'bout sum1 laa kan.. dorg jwb jga but in da same time dorg c bocor rhsia kta.. huhu! hate them !!

2. Dorg mau tau whether dorg pnya sum1 special cheating on them or what.. in dis case, its gud ! ^^
    i think its not kinda wrong in dis point ! 'coz its show you who you must trust most and who dont !!
    so,suma org bcome gud person n nilai loyalty 2 mkin gud2! hee...

3. Dorg boleh tau anything happen behind them ! hahahaha... !
    dis point.. hurmm.. tida tau laa.. but bkn suma hal peeps around us dorg mau ceta directly to us kan..
    so kta yg TPAKSA cari tau sndri.. nnti dorg ckp kta tida care sma dorg. *ya ka 2 r?? hee..

okay laa.. e2 saja point2 yg boleh d'kongsikan.. FYI,me no longer bcome stalker 'coz of sum reasons!
btw,stalker hve gud n bad side yg t'sndiri.. so. renung2kan ! ^^ peace yaww ~!

                                                                  

*its just an opinion babe !

   

Love Is

                            
Love does not know that great imposter time
Love just simply is; impervious to any rhyme
Or reason for its non-existence; outlasts any clime
Of opposition from life's petty players, using every dime
To stretch their time in spotlight on the stage in lime
Light turned to halogen---- or other modern mime
Pretending to be futures latest girl
Love just doesn't need that crazy whirl
Of fashion mimicking meaning in our life
Change for changes sake producing inner strife
And pressure in our progress through Man's maze
Of Idol images dissolving fast in irridescent haze
Of confusion, lack of fusion in our world

Love Is read by::author

What is a friendship worth?

Is it worth listening to the rumblings of jealousy born from resentment of the closeness shared?
Is it worth turning a blind eye to the glee of that surround us at the first sign of dispute and disagreement?
Is it worth ignoring the speed with which others, in their frenzied need to denigrate, hurry to add to our uncertainties?
Is it worth that benefit of doubt that we can extend to our enemy but not to our closest friends?
Is it worth allow the insecurities that dwell inside to emerge and tear at the fabric of love that has been woven in your heart?
Is it worth leaving the memories of shared dreams and moments behind on a field of angry words, thoughts and actions?
Is it worth an unforgiving heart that refuses to hear another’s cries and will not allow for human fragilities?
Is it worth the stubborn pride that keeps us from admitting we might have been wrong or might not have understood?
Is it worth hardening your sweet soul to the pleas for understanding from someone who once shared your thoughts and emotions on a daily basis?
Is it worth giving up that part of you that you once gave freely and with love to another?
Is it worth forgetting all the good in favor of the bad?
Is it worth the tears of God as He mourns the anger inside our hearts?

If friendship is worth so little, then was it truly friendship?
Friends will sometimes hurt you.
Life is not fair. Life is not always pretty.
Often without meaning to, we hurt those we love most.
And often those we love hurt us, again without desire or thought of doing so.
Understanding
Love
Patience
Love

Friendship
Love – and the greatest of these is Love…

Hearts that have been entwined can never fully part.

So is it worth the anger?
The hurt?
The silence?

I had gone to bed… but i couldnt sleep. I had some misunderstanding with a friend of mine. By the grace of God, I have so many friends, but why its only me who has to go thru the pain of losing. The pain of losing a friend or a relation. I just dont like losing on any relation. The thought of losing on a relation is frightening. I have been very chosy about making close friends… friends with whom i can share my past, my present, my future, the happy as well as the sad times, n more. I have developed this fear now. Even at the slightest of indifference and I get the feeling that i might lose a friend. … i value people and the relations so much, is that where i am going wrong? I have always gone out of my way for everybody that i come across… did i go wrong there?? I dont know. I really dont know. All i was trying to let my friend know that i m here to stay… n i wish the same for her. Maybe the way i communicated it was not so good enough. Maybe she misunderstood.
To me a friendship is worth a lot. I dont commit myself to friendship so easily nowadays, but since i have… i am gonna stick to it. Now its upto my friends whether they can allow me to be friends or not… for keeps.

:: planning surprise fathers day for our ABAH this weekend.. weee..

since last monday,t'pikir2 mau buat apa utk hari bapa dis year.. last2 year just bgi hdiah sja.. mau jga bgi surprise utk abah tercinta kan.. wawawa.. ikut plan saya sorang mau blikan kek n mkn kfc sjaa.. hahah.. tida tau laa klau ikut plan siblings sa yg lain kan.. huhu.. hope dpat buat smntara ada d ruma nie kan.. hee.. sadly umi teda utk join kami buat surprise nie.. al-fatihah utk umi kami.. umi already gone for almost 8 years.. huhu.. it sokay laa.. now abah is our umi,abah n fren at same time.. huhu.. lots of love for abah...

ABY make me feel like im living in teenage dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

Just For My ABY Bubbly ! ABY:: JYP !! ^^

What if I never knew
What if I never find U
I never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don’;t how U find me
But till the moment I saw U
U’re deep inside my heart I knew

Baby U’re my destiny
U and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
U’ve always been to me my destiny

I wanna someone like U
Someone that I can hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just for word
Something that only hurt (it back)
But now U’ll always there for me
When u stay forever, I believe

Baby what we need, is just a little faith
Cos baby I believe that love will find the way

Baby U’re my destiny
U and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
For now and eternity
U’ve always been there for me.. my destiny